Monday, July 07, 2008
EDITED
I've done what i more or less could, and i feel strangely at peace. Of course, it was painful and frustrating, but we got through it. I have no idea whether the other party is honestly fine with me again, but i'll just stop imagining things, and i'm happy to take it as it is.
For those of you who have noticed, i've removed part of the previous previous post. And for those of you who have read it, i'm just gonna say my reading of it was apparently wrong. I still don't know what it meant, but knowing i was wrong should be good enough. So here it ends.
Goodbye chapter. Hello new one. =)
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Aside from all the negative stuff I've been going through, I've been doing a lot of self reflection. (and i do mean A LOT, to the point that i feel quite depressed) I guess it's time to put some thoughts into action.
Once this is over, i'll be moving to wordpress.com. feel free to ask me for the url. =) Thank you dear blog for being there for me for close to 3 years. Thank you dear readers for being part of my life by reading this blog, and especially some of you for helping me sustain it sometimes. Hah.
The main reason for switching blog site is simple really, i hope to make some changes for the better, and the switching sorta signifies that. I also intend to use it as a diary, and wordpress allows the locking of specific posts. If you're curious as to why i dont just keep a written journal, i think the fact that this blog has lasted longer than any of my journaling attempts is a good enough reason.
Dear God, thank You for being with me and molding me all these years, especially the more recent few years. As i continue to blog in another site, i pray that you will help me to make the necessary changes in my character. Thank You for answering my prayers, You truly are a redeemer, saviour and friend. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
I didn't feel like i belonged,
and I didn't want to try and belong.
So i left.
